I can not apologize enough for leaving you guys hanging for so long. I honestly didn't mean to be gone for so long but I had a ton on my plate, and I hate making excuses. No excuse can really make up for my absence. I feel extremely guilty to leave you all with no notice, but so much piled up so fast that I got overwhelmed and missed a few days, and then days turned into weeks. I told myself that I needed a break and convinced myself I didn't care. In all honesty I toyed with the idea of not coming back, but I realized how much I love and need this community in my life, so I logged back in today, and I was immediately overwhelmed with all of your concerned messages, I am so deeply sorry for worrying any of you that was not my intention at all, I am very much okay. What pains me the most is tht I know you all would've been okay if I had just stated I needed a break, but I took a very poor approach and left you hanging and I don't forgive myself for that. I love all of you and this websi